Graduation weekend is officially over. It's bittersweet. It feels great to finally be done with high school but at the same time It's a really scary time of transition and a really sad time of goodbyes. There are so many people I won't see every day anymore, some good but many I'll miss very much. I think it is finally hitting me as graduation parties and such come to an end that I am moving on. No longer is it just an exciting vision in the future, it is now an intimidating reality of the present. This morning I am really contemplating how much my life is about to change. One thing I have not been very good at in the past. High school was a rough transition for me and I don't want college to be the same way. I want to see this for all the new possibilities not what I leave behind. It is an opportunity to grow and experience and learn. I am trying to remind myself of that daily.
Things will calm down a little this week before next week that I am fondly referring to as "Hell Week". It will be all cheerleading all the time. I don't mean it won't be exciting and fun it will just be very hectic. But I am trying very hard to get excited! This week Mike said we will be working hard. I'm tumbling around 1 today. My goal is to get back to handsprings on the track but this time rebounding and pretty. I also plan on working handspring tucks on the trampoline today and completely fixing my round off which is still a little crooked. So today I'm feeling very thoughtful and contemplative. Hopefully I can sort all the thoughts in my head out and make them less of a jumble!
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