I'm getting ready to go to Steph's wedding! Unfortunately there's drama clouding my mind right now. Corey texted me yesterday and told me his singer who he had a crush on kissed him at their show Froday night. So now he's all confused and doesn't know what he wants which completely sucks because 2 days ago it was me...and just me. So I want to visit him at work liek I had originally planned and he asked me if I wanted to go see a movie after he got off work. We went to see a scary movie called "Drag Me To Hell" that ended up being kind of funny because it would never acually happen. He was such a gentleman and so cute! He held my hand and made me laugh and walked me to my car and kissed me. He texted me last night and said how much he fotgot about everything else when we went out last night but things were still confusing. I talked to him today and we were planning on going swimming on Friday and he was like "Can we just go as friends on Friday" and I played it real cool like of course I really didn't consider us together yet anyway. And he was like I'm still confused and I ws like look, just decide who or what you want because I have been there for you and still am but I'm not going to be your toy all summer that you're just going to throw away so tell me now if you think this is even maybe going somewhere because if not I need to know. And he said more than maybe but I'm not going to pla games with you. And it's just so fucking frustrating because I for real like him and he makes me do so many things I wouldn't usually do (good things) like be extra out going, see a scary movie, and kiss on a first date (I'm old fashioned I know). But he makes me take risks and I love it. So I pretty much just told him I had a wedding I had to get ready for and I'd talk to him later. I hate boys.
But other than that I've had a great couple days. I'm really working on taking it day by day and just doing what I can do. Mom and I have been so busy that the only work out I got in today was a half hour walking around Ritter. Which I really enjoyed until Corey texted me what I didn't want to hear. Hopefully Steph's wedding will help take my mind off of the whole situation although the romantic setting sure as hell won't there will be lots of people i'm looking forward to seeing. Well I'm off. One hour road trip to avoid stewing which will probably result in me stewing.
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