stress

I'm so frustrated. The funny thing is I stunted REALLY well today. What I'm frustrated with is my tumbling and mean girls at open gym. Mike said I won't have my handspring by next friday. I know it's not the end of the world but I hate the thought of going to my first college cheerleading open gym without any tumbling. I just keep thinking they're not going to get a good first impression and girls won't consider me competition for a spot and they won't like me and the people already on the team will think I'm a joke. I know that this is the WORST attitude so I'm going to turn it around =]

Worry: I still won't have my tumbling when it counts
Solution: Spending extra time in the gym now that fusion is over for me

Worry: My stunts won't hit
Solution: stunting twice a week instead of once and working hard

Worry: Girls trying out won't like me
Solution: me kind and outgoing. If I am myself there is nothing to not like

Worry: I'll go in to quiet insecure mode at clinics
Solution: Remind myself how much I deserve this and fake it til i make it.

I did all my stunts for try outs tonight in order. =] ALL OF THEM!! EVEN MY STRETCH!!! That wasa great accomplishment. Mike and I worked on handsprings and tucks and I did lots of jumps and some round offs. I just have to be more confident

Handspring: I have been working this so hard and I refuse to let this grain of sand be the mountain that gets in the way of what I deserve! I can do it and no one can stop me except myself. It is all up to me to do this skill

Round off Handspring: It's a piece of cake with power from the round off! With my killer form the power part is easy. I will not let my fears get in the way of my performance.
(positive affirmations)