no more drama

I've dealt with more drama in the last week than I have the last 3 1/2 years of my high school career combined. It started with my best friend and I having a huge fight and then today I found out that Kelly now thinks Joe cheated on her with me and it was a whole big mess. Thankfully instead of letting it have a negative effect on my performace at cheerleading I've been using practices as an outlet for all my frustration. At practice (especially tumbling) I'm concentrating too hard on that to be able to think about all these other things. Everything is happening so fast and I feel like I just want time to stop! I want to enjoy this time right before tryouts before everything gets even crazier. I'm optimitic about tumbling tonight. I'm feeling a little scattered but I think once I get in my car I'll have some time to clear my head. I don't even know what I want to accomplish tonight. I just want to feel like I gave my all and leave knowing I got better and have mike satisfied with my work.