Rollercoaster ride

O My God it has been an interesting afternoon. Generally laid back but more stressful than I expected or wanted. Last night I was fine tumbling by myself. I sucked it up and I did really well and got stuff done. So today I was excited to gt to move on with Mike. I came home and realized that I really didn't have to do anything until tumbling. So I decided to watch Rudy for a little inspiration. Of course I was thinking about my situation the whole time and stressing a little. Well I texted Mike to ask him what time I needed to be at the gym and he said 8:15 but I may not be able to be there. I thought O shit and started getting frustrated and stressed and generally upset. He told me chad would be there to help me then called and told me to do the same thing I did last night after he couldn't get a hold of Chad. My goal was to do my handspring on the floor by myself TONIGHT!!! I was so pissed that he would leave me hanging like that. So he had to go and said he was going to call me back and then I get a text that says "nevermind, see you at 8:15 :)." REALLY!?!? I was crying the whole 5 minutes between him calling me and that text. So now I am a much happier girl and just HOPING that this really is the last time this is going to happen. I'm focused again and ready to do my handspring and in a much better and happier mood to do so. With a few deep breaths I will be ready to go. I'm pumped, I'm fired up because tonight is going to be the night I finally do it.