Oh what a day today has been. First of all and most importantly I had a BITCHIN tumbling day and tomorrow is the day. I can feel it. I feel SOOOO good!!!! It's awesome. I almost went and just did it after we were done but I almost feel like letting my excitement build is just going to push me that much more tomorrow. I felt soooo awesome!! EEK!!!!
The rest of the day was pretty cool too. I have realized that my feelings for Corey are completely Platonic. He showed up at the house this morning and I was just like woah. What is that? So it was a bit of a challenge during the morning and early part of the day to try to bring myself to be attracted to him still. He's just too borderline gay for me. He has alot of qualities that i absolutely LOVE. He takes such good care of me and just dotes on me like I am all he has ever wanted which is just lovely and sweet and wonderful and I love it. But he's planning our future and saying things like I'm looking forward to helping you decorate our house when I looked at a piece of art and said I want something like that in my kitchen. And he tried to buy me a hundred dollar piece of art! FOR SERIOUS??? We've only been a legit couple for like 5 days. SHWOW!!! I just feel like he's become even more of a distraction from cheerleading than a nice little distraction from the stress. He has become like a full time commitment. He's just sooo weird! Like mom and mike came up with an elaborate scheme saying Cabella was sick at Amy's grandparents house and I needed to go pick her up and watch her at Amy and Jason's. I even left and ran an errand so he would think I really went.
ok so ten good things from today
1. Blurpees at 7:45 AM
2. A bad ass granola bagel from Whole Foods
3. BEAUTIFUL weather
4. The Short North
5. People Watching
6. Unique art in amazing galleries
7. Inspiration to become successful so I can fill my home with literature art and culture
8. Whitney making me laugh
9. Mom and Mike coming up with such a great plan
10. A friggin titties and beer tumbling day
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