Thursday, July 2, 2009

happy days!

I am the happiest girl in the world today :). I'm 100% falling for the most amazing boy I've ever met and this time he's actually here to catch me. I knew that by being a good friend he would realize that I was the one he really wanted to be with. I just knew it. We talked for a long time last night about what we were thinking and what we wanted and both of us want for things to work out with us. It's such a relief to not have to hold back what I'm thinking anymore. It's been so hard just saying do what makes you happy without giving my thoughts and opinions and feelings. I could finally tell him I miss him and that I was thinking about him. He needed me to be someone steady that he could rely on but I think now that he's realized how much drama Haley is bringing to his life, he's realized that he could finally open up to me too. He stold me how much it had killed him to not be able to tell me how he felt. We're going on our picnic finally on the 16th. I'm bringing everything and he is just going to meet me at the house. It's for his birthday so I want it to be really special. It's been a nice couple days here. The sun finally came out today which was nice. I got part of my work out done early but I have to finish later. We're going out to dinner with Nana and Papa, Ben and Peg and their daughter Wendy and her husband Chris and their baby Logan. So when we get home I'll do my strength. I haven't worried about cheerleading even once in the last 24 hours and it's the best feeling in the world. All I can do this week is make sure I do my workouts and keep up with my eating. Nothing can bring me down today I am a happy happy girl :)

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