a summer of great expectations :)

I finally have time to give you an update! Ok so since try outs I've still been stunting with Gordon and tumbling with Mike. Everything feels sooo surreal. I was in shock for a good 2 week period and really a little bit for a month until I went back for practice. That helped put in perspective the work that still needs to be done. I'm seeing a nutritionist who is helping me eat more to boost my metabolism. It's all a little challenging because with eating more I feel bloated and gross sometimes but most of the time I have more energy. And with marshall it's soooo intimidating! I totally threw myself off last practice! I let all the older girls intimidate me and I really should have been concentrating on myself. I've really been struggling with feeling like I don't deserve it when I look around and see all these incredibly talented girls! But luckily Dr. Kays is helping me rebuild my confidence and Mike is KICKING MY ASS in the gym! Speaking of which, Saturday was a handspring fest in a sauna! The gym felt absolutely disgusting! But it was great because I had to push myself hard and since I was the only one there I had a lot of one on one attention and accomplished a lot! I did handsprings beautifully on a floor on the tramp and then a coupe good ones on a really thick mat on the tramp. At that point I thought I was going to DIE! But it felt great to push myself like that!
In other news, graduation is this week. I took my last 2 finals today and I am SOOO excited! It is absolute craziness around here getting ready for my party on sunday! Parties have already started and the sad part is I'm already over it! lol there are so many people I'm ready to notsee again. I met a boy! In huntington! I was shoe shopping after the last practice on that Sunday (because shoe shopping is a more figure friendly solution for a bad practice than ingesting large amounts of chocolate ice cream. Thank God I learned this a while ago). His name is Corey and he was talking to me while I bought shoes and I ended up going back 3 times and he finally asked me for my number. We've been talking ever since and he'splanning on taking me out when I'm down there in a week :). I'm really excited! Ughh and I have no idea what's going on between me and Gordon but it's something and I don't really know how I feel about it yet lol.
For now I'm trying to enjoy being done with high school and working my ASS off for the summer while enjoying some quality time with friends and family before school starts. For now I am off to tumbling and after my hour long nap I should be ready to rock! It's going to be a goood night! I think we're working running tumbling tonight so I don't really know what to expect but I expect good things :)