Talking with Duane was sufficiently awkward today. Mom and I told him that I would be working with Mike from now on and I think, or rather I know he was a little hurt by it. Things are going to be kind of awkward from here on out but I only have 6 weeks of Fusion cheerleading left and then I'm moving on to bigger and better things! So I spent the last 15 minutes of my private stretching and working on jumps. I really just got better because I got rid of something that was holding me back. I dealt with an awkward situation well and tried to move on quickly. Tomorrow I have to concentrate on being present because it will be a long day.
Tonight I'm feeling very contemplative and second guessing myself a little but I'm doing really well at bringing myself back into the present and realizing that I can only do what I can do today. I'm trying to concentrate on the things I do well and not letting this afternoon bring me down.
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